Thursday, May 21, 2009

P.S. My Sunburn is Peeling && it Makes My Skin Feel Like an Old Lady...

Have you ever had those days where it starts off just fine and dandy and then for some reason it just falls apart?
[here.]

It's as if a sudden overwhelming feeling of depression just hits you when you were just a your top.
Suddenly seeing somebody's beautiful hair, smile, body && everything else just says to you that
"you're not good enough"
or
"your attempt was a failure"

Life is hard.
Sometimes I think I can't handle it.
The sad thing is, I know I have a wonderful life...
Yet I can't help from breaking down.

Kyle makes a good point that I probably need to
refocus
Myself back into the gospel.

He is so good to me.
He never gives up on me.
Even when I have already given up on myself.
[here.]

I hope I can get out of this rut...

4 comments:

greatgoogamooga said...

I think I know what you mean. :( I hope things get better. Keep on hanging on to all those great things in your life. :)
P.S. Your proclamation is SOOOO cute. :D

Inside A Book said...

Boy, that is hard - one day you are feeling on top of the world and the next day Satan is playing his hardest games against you! Don't hang your head - - just hang in there. Remember, he doesn't have all that you have!! What did Sister Johnson say, "I've got a body, I've got a body!"

BTW, I love how you did the Family Proclamation! That looks awesome. I need one like that for the house!

Too bad that your lovely tan (oops, sunburn) is peeling. The lovely lizard look.

You are so lucky to have Kyle!! He gives you a great perspective.

Merrill and Mary said...

you will... you're jenny... you always bounce back

Enjoy your time off... I wish I had a week off here or there... I could get so much done

beckaboots said...

I'm sorry you're in a rut. Life can really get you down sometimes. Summer can be hard too...I find myself with too much alone time....Which is why we are going to be best buddies and workout together :)